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Links, Death and frustration

Fri Oct 10, 2014, 4:36 PM

Long time no see my friends.

I know I haven't been updating here, stuff have happened, you can say.

I launched my facebook Photographer page… :D If you haven't liked it, please do! I want it to get followers ^w^ And spread it around will ya? :3 Every help I can get is very appreciated ^w^
I have re-tagged and re-edited some of my old pictures as well, just for the facebook page sake. And oh my... My editing skills have sure improved over the years :) Some old pictures that didn't looked so good with my old editing, went way better now. That was fun to realize. I will be re-uploading some art here as well in the near future.  I hope you will like it ^^

And I'm on World Cosplay as well! :D Who else is on there? I want to follow people there! :D

Last weekend I was away on a viking feast. It's in the same LARP campaign I'm the head organizer of, but more of a feat party in the setting and world. Well, this time there were 60 people for the feast. Last year there were 45 guests. And so many things happened. My role was taken as a slave again. And sold to my best friend. And then sold to the guy I have spent the last month with as a mistress. So I was sold two times, just to be with the guy I had been with at the start of the feast. And in the end I was killed anyway, by the people I was taken as a slave by in the first place. It really sucked. I was actually looking forward to play my ex-slave as happy for once. But no, apparently people didn't want that. But the feeling of laying dead alone in the cold forest at night and listen to my best friend scream and cry by grief over my passing, actually made me cry. It was very emotional. It stilled sucked. And when the feast was over, and we all mingled and talked I got to know that the reason I was killed was be-course my two best friend had ratted me out. It actually stringed a bit, but they were both so sad and full of guilt it was ok. But still sad. But my biggest sadness about this all is that 1) I have to come up with a new role to play. And 2) I need to sew a new outfit. And I really don't look forward to that. I have no idea what to for my next character, and I really don't want to sew anything. Last timed I sewed it went horrible bad. Don't looking forward to it at all. But about nine month till I really need to have a new character done ^^;  I already had two people asking me to be their maid. But I have really no idea what to do next. It will come I guess :) I need to mourn my slave character a bit before I can start to think what I really would like to o next. I think.

And I'm really frustrated and irritated these last days. I really want to photograph people. I want to cosplay shoots or just cool costume shoots. But right now it's really not working out with meeting people to shoot. And it leaves me frustrated as hell. It gotten so bad I have started to take long walks just to walk the feeling of my body. I really dislike this feeling. Hopefully it will pass.

And on a end note. If you are following me on twitter, instagram, or pretty much any other social media channel, you might have noticed that my profile picture have changed. yesterday I got bored and decided to take a selfie of my new hair color (I colored it with henna last week, but it was to dark so I did a bleaching to lighten it up a bit.). And I really liked the outcome. If you haven't seen it, here it is… Be nice ^w^

Thank you for your time :heart:
I love every one of your :huggle:

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sarcophagus6 Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014
Thank you very much for the llama! :)
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azieser Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the LLama!  Here is one back. :)
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Hatonni Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the llamaHug Love 
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OctoberV12 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  New member Student
Thanks for the llama :D 
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OdeToMiniatures Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you fort he llama, sweetie:heart:
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