Flicker of light

Right now I'm really stressed out. 2 weeks away from school and I know I have missed a test and 2 papers. And one big paper that we had the last two week on writing. two weeks I have been in pain and only wanted to cry. I still want to cry, just to crawl under my blanket and cry a river of something. Stressed out and feel so utterly alone. I need my social network around me, and I have been cut off from it for 2 weeks. I don't feel any good.

But tomorrow I will go back to my class again, and tonight I spent with 2 friends chatting nerdy rpg stuff, and doll people will be coming to the house on Saturday, so I think I will be bounce back from this too. I hope so. I don't like feeling low. It's a killer for my motivation.

Some light in the darkes right now anyhow:
First off is freaking sweet He sent me note and a link ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eskJ-… ) to a youtube video where he rant about... well... me! And awww seriously, that really cheered me up and made my day today. I'm such a easy moved girl and when I'm emotional I'm very easily moved. Like really easily moved. Boy you moved me. Mostly since I don't really think I do an impact or touch people with what I do. So when I get warm hearted comments on my art, I always gets a "Wait what...? Someone actually kinda like my stuffs... and I actually managed to get an emotion/thought carried through the picture...? Wow..." reaction... so when I say every comments/fav means a lot to me, it really really does!! So do every feature or mention of me and my art. I don't see my self as an photographer, heck not even as a artist. Just as... a tormented childish mind doing some random weird stuffs with a camera... (no I don't have a huge self confidence on this stuffs....) So yeah, sdrcow, thank you a bunch and thousands of times!! You really literary put a big smile on my lips and helped my day to be a bit better

Second light right now is that I have sold off one of my dolls. My bambicrony girl is no longer with me. And for the money I got for her, I have ordered a new little girl. Hopefully I will get my new little girl next week, and lots of nice things for her is coming in on a daily basis. This is also a big uplifting thing that brightens my mood a bit. Or quite a bit actually. I will be loving to put her together with all her stuff. And I'm so lucky to have found a dealer for the company within EU that had just my doll in stock! Lucky me.

If you want to find out more about my dollie life, I suggest to check out my doll blog. Go check it out if you have not done it already!!